LORD CAPTIVATE MY HEART

 

LORD__CARRY ME AWAY BEYOND MYSELF TODAY. THAT PLACE WHERE HUMAN LOVE CANNOT FLY.
MY LOVE TRIES TO BE WISE__SENSIBLE AND CALCULATING. CAREFUL AND COMPROMISING__AVOIDING CONFRONTATION AT THE EXPENSE OF DENYING YOUR HOLINESS AND UNCOMPROMISING WORD.
THE TRUE NATURE OF YOUR LOVE DELIVERS ME FROM THE SUBTLENESS OF PERSONAL AFFECTIONS__IT DOES NOT HAVE THE AROMA OR TASTE OF DUTY, USEFULNESS, OR REWARD__NOTHING BEYOND THE FACT THAT I LOVE YOU.
YOU HAVE BEEN CHASTISING ME IN YOUR LOVE__ OVER MY TENDENCY TO PROCRASTINATE IN WHAT I KNOW IS YOUR WORD CONCERNING SERVICE__(((AM I OF REAL VALUE?))) ....Am I Real?!!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!!! THANK YOU FOR SHOWING ME THIS!!!!___
YOU ARE THE GREAT ((( I AM))) !!!!

THE ENEMY OF MY SOUL IS ALWAYS BRINGING MY THOUGHTS TO DOUBT, SAYING__” AM I?”LORD__ I SEE! IT’S TIME FOR ME TO COME OUT OF THE DESERT OF THE TRIALS OF WHO I AM__EVEN AS YOU WERE TESTED CONCERNING WHO YOU WERE.
IT IS THE ACCEPTANCE OF WHO WE ARE IN YOU THAT GIVES US THE FAITH AND CONFIDENCE TO TALK THE TALK AND WALK THE WALK OF FAITH.

I SHOULD BE DOING__(((FAITH)))
IN MY THINKING__MY RELATIONSHIPS__MY RESPONSIBILITIES__MY WORSHIP
IN THE SIMPLE, EVERYDAY HUMAN THINGS THAT LET YOUR TOUCH BE MADE KNOWN__YOUR VOICE__THE WORD BEING MADE ALIVE IN ME.

THIS IS THE EVIDENCE OF MY ABANDONMENT TO YOU__AND MY REST.

NOT MY PERSONAL HOLINESS__CAUGHT IN THE NET OF HOW OTHERS PERCEIVE ME__OR EVEN A MORBID SENSE OF FEAR THAT YOU LORD ARE NOT PLEASED IN WHAT I SAY OR DO.

LET YOUR LOVE SO FREE ME OF EVER DOUBTING YOUR LOVE IN ANY WAY__

AM I ABANDONED TO YOUR LOVE?__DO I TRUST FOR YOUR LOVE?__CAN I FLY ON WINDS OF FAITH, SOARING THE HEIGHTS__WITHOUT THE LEAST THOUGHT OF THE MOTIONS OF WINGS__FEELING THE RUSH OF THE THERMALS LIFTING ME HIGHER, HIGHER STILL?

LORD__LET MY HOPE IN YOU BE PURIFIED__NOT IN THE STRAIN OF PROVING ANYTHING__BUT THE EARNEST DESIRE OF DYING TO MYSELF__NOT IN THE WORK OF DYING__BUT THE GRACE.I AM MORE THAN A CONQUEROR__BECAUSE OF YOUR LOVE.